blogging

fuck you, you dont read this anyway.

bicycle

im going to start building my bike. i want something simple and bold. a bike that looks as fast as it goes. powder coating should be happening soon. im thinking dark olive green matte. then i need:

drop bars
black crank set
pedals
stem
chain


jeez. but im excited.

the day has come

yay, its my birthday. i am twenty years old. yay. thank you all for a glorious nineteenth year. it was kinda weird. let me re-cap. ive....moved, schooled, worked, drank, smoked, laughed, and grown. nineteen was a good age, and i will miss it. nineteen was where i realized i have the best friends. like....really good friends. probably the best friends ive ever had in my entire life. nineteen was where i realized you gotta do what you gotta do. nineteen is where i felt like things were in transition. i hope i have a great twenty. twenty will see great things.

WORD

On Monday Night, i went fishing, came home, and cooked the fish. it feels kinda cool to eat food that you caught yourself. i cleaned the fish, and pulled all the guts out, which was kinda gross/interesting because i have never really done it before and i didnt know what to do. then i prepared a flour coating for the fish. it consisted of flour, season salt, pepper, and garlic powder. i coated the fish, and then pan fried it with vegetable oil. it came out really good and i hope i can catch other kinds of fish and try new recipes.

Fishing is kinda my new thing. me and my friends have been going to the pier in the middle of the night and its just a really relaxing, kickback, hangtime activity. if you want to come with us some time, you are more than welcome to tag along.

PACMAN

I KIND OF LOOK LIKE HIM. LOW KEY.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! YAY!

On May 23, 2009, i will be turing twenty years old. holy guacamole!

haha, how ridiculous.

update: we are still really good friends.

Sunday Morning

It is May 3rd, 3:08am, and i am currently sitting in my patio on my computer blogging. what am i doing? i kinda suck at sleeping nowadays, and i dont know what it is. my brain wont shut off. i think i need meds. i dont feel good right now. i actually feel like dookie.i dont really feel alive. i should probably write this down in my personal diary, but instead i am sharing it with the millions of people that use the world wide web. im kind of lost lately. you have to know where you are headed if you want to start your journey. i dont know where my destination is, do any of us? it seems like everyone knows what they are going to do. its hard to find passionate goals....and then actually passionately pursue them. hopefully, when i wake up in a few hours, i will be a changed mind. my mind is set on success, and im serious. i think happiness is a lifestyle, not something you can just accquire, or grab overnight. i would like to thank all my friends and family for being a part of my life, what would it be like if a person was all alone on this big planet. i love you all. today i vow to get my life straightened out and on track


p.s. new update: im not going to be a dentist......you guys can giggle now.